朋友有两种，

（一）不管你多累都好，还是会对他做出一些“只要他开心就好” 的事情。

（二）他会拼命的要和你成为好朋友，而你却常常不经意的忽略了他。

你今天真的很棒！ 加油 =）

Because of do not want to trouble Irene & her family again, so i've finally completed the task of looking for a room today..Hehe..so happy! Many many thanks to Ms Chng, family & frenz who tried hard to helping me dis few days! Really appreciated sia~!

Going to move in to my new place on sunday..huh~!

well done alicia,
你真的不哭了！ =）

YapSiewKuan, 明天不准哭，
因为路是自己选择的。

okie, Jiayou la! =)

守护者。

刚和ChuYee吃饭，和第一次离开一样，
一样的开场白，一样的关心，一样的祝福。
每一次的离开，他都会出现，都会给于100%的支持。
有些朋友就是这样，就算一年只见面三次，
还是很谈得来。。没有尴尬，没有吨点。

因为要回新加坡，我又错失了两次机会。
一个是杂志公司致电我说去拍类似模特儿的，
另一个是刚刚电影公司电邮我说去试镜。
我都说不了。这应该不是我要走的路。
但执著于Hoteline,以后又会如何呢？

超奇怪的下午茶。

刚和我的超级老友ChuYee约了喝下午茶，
原以为只有他一个人，原来galfren Isabelle 也一起来了。
第一次见Isabelle是大概半年前，因为他们才刚开始，所以和Isabelle不熟。
这次是第二次见面，谁知， Isabelle忽然间说他们俩已经分手了。
然后Isabelle继续向我诉说着ChuYee的不是，投诉ChuYee的不好。
我是整个人傻去，ChuYee脸色也很难堪， 我们两人都很无奈啊！
OMG LO!
整整两个小时，都是Isabelle在闹，ChuYee的眼神也不好惹，
而我呢，就被挟在中间。这应该是我人生中最无奈和最难喝的下午茶吧？！

我是觉得，决定分开了就应该好好祝福对方。
不管谁是谁非，都要尊重对方。

我和ChuYee都没多说什么，因为我们都很懂彼此，
我们都不需要解释，他要的只是安慰。。和冷静的沉淀自己。

爱，到底是什么鬼东西啊？！
真搞不懂。

Can't sleep well..

Juz reviewed back all my old blogs,
I got a strong feeling, I missed my sayang Agus & Feli so much.
I wanna go Indonesia to visit them by this year.
Maybe I'll go there alone. =)


Okie, start to save more $$ cici alicia!!

GO SLEEP NOW YAP SIEW KUAN!!!!!

2 more days to go.

Feeling..? Nothing yet.
Cry again..? Maybe or nope.

Stay Strong? For Sure!
Yeah Jia you Yap Siew Kuan! =)

天生很忙； 瞎忙。

再过一个星期，又是全新的开始。
两个月的假期，也即将结束。
回顾这两个月的一切，有点累，但感觉还不错！

去了三个国家游玩，香港，巴厘岛，新加坡（算吗？）哈！
也进出医院两次，一次被吓得差一点没命，一次真的差一点没命。
大大的眼睛，也竟然发炎了三次？？！医生也会累吧？
常为了家人和朋友的琐碎事务跑上跑下，因为要离开了，所以也常在忙聚会。
找到了新的工作，现在又要忙找住宿。
而行李箱，pack 了又unpack， unpack了又再pack.。

给自己休息了两个月的假期，其实一点也“不休息”。哈！
到底是真的很忙， 还是瞎忙。。？哈！

Met up with Bonnie sis, Jie fu & ah beng @ TimesSquare for lunch yesterday. Bonnie sis is going to give birth soon on next month CNY! she will be a MaMa soon! So happy for her! =)

she is the most happiness MaMa. ^^

After had lunch with them..continued my shopping marathon with bros & sis them @ One Utama.. and Finally, I'm done!!!! hahahahahaha...happy happy!

Very big fitting room..we kept looking at kok aun when he is changing cloths. wakakaka..

Okie, 3 and d half days to go.

I should start packing now. Oh busy again!

Erm. 5 more days to go.

Goodnite alicia.

erm still in Bali now..ha!
Damn tired but it's really fun..
Kena sunburn badly..sop sop...

Miss Home ..haha

shopped at timessquare for the whole day with ah gal, kok aun & kok kien..

super tired cox it was to crowded, but really enjoyed to hang out with them. eventhough kena them pull here n there..almost fainted liao.

and also met up with Da jie, Matthew n Lgc for our lunch. We went to Sungai Wang "Toowi Concept Restaurant"..This restaurant really suit to me cox we sit on Toilet Bowl & makan on de Hand Basin..hahaha....that's really a bit er xin but d concept is quite good & special actually, and foods also not bad..huhu~!

Shopping Marathon is really really tiring.. But,

I'm happy that I finally settled ah gal's part. Yeah^^

Jia you Yap Siew Kuan. Tomorrow Kok Sime's turn!

习惯。

习惯了收拾行李，

习惯了“打包” 一箱箱的物品。

习惯了改变，

习惯了搬迁。

真的习惯了。

Have very bad phobia with something, it will never changed.

Tiring day.

goodrest alicia ^^

Accompanied ahgong back to his kampung makan bak kut teh & cut hair this morning..
I'm happy cox he told me that he is very happy to go back there =)

I'm always thinking, if i could bring him back to china to visit his family, he will be more happier.
I know he is still care about he couldn't go back last time cox he always told me that he missed china..he missed home...I've broke my promise to him.. and..i'm still care n nvr forget my promise.

Sorry ahgong..again.
有很多遗憾, 这是其中之一..

I think i'll be very busy tomorow..
will have very early bak kut teh with ah gong & will bring him for hair cut also, spiky hair for him..? imagine.. wakakak...
bring bros & sis to buy new year cloth..
meet up with dear jessy..

Oh no, die.

I'm still stuck with my new phone & hopefully tomorow my leg can fully recover ba! If not, all appointment cancel! haha..i'm very lazy. =)

你不会明白的. =)

Going to SG tonight..
Departure at 10pm..reach SG around 4am..Oh no! Really sorry to Ms Chng & family cox trouble them so much..haiyo =(
Three interviews tomorow, I think I should cancel one, if not I will die cox schedule is too pack!

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST PAPA^^

will celebrate his bdae tonight b4 i depart to SG..huhu~

haha..so touching when Moon jie jie said she was crying when reading my blog..haha..
Why must cry..? I think she really love me so much liao. If not she wont be so sensitive & viewing my old blogs. Don't love me so much jie, if not u will get hurt from me..ha!

am i really that stubborn..?

yar i think i'm hurting someone who love me so much..no, not only one...is 2 3 4 5 ...
Sorry ..i'm being selfish, I got my own reason to leave dis place. Sorry...I can't tell da reason cox i dun want to blame anyone. Sorry..

Went to timessquare met with Dek & ah jane for KTV juz now..

Super long long time nvr seen them, i think i met with singapore's frens more often than them..hahaha..As usual, ppl always take things as granted de right?haha!

Now they know i wanna go back to SG le then only they die die must come out..haizz...juz like someone when i was still in SG last time..haha! I'm so calculative =)

Papa's bdae tomorow..we have decided to treat him dinner..
then i start collect money from bros & sis...
Mei mei is so cute juz now, opened her saving box in front of me, took out all da coins, den said to me.." jie jie actually i need dis saving to buy school bag de, but now it's okay, spend on papa's bdae 1st.." wow..so touching sia..

i was thinking, u purposely say dis de..cox u know i might feel guilty & will buy a school bag u right..? hhahaha..Yar, i'll buy a new school bag for u la my dear mei mei.

Juz finished video call with irene..
dunno why my tears auto dropped in front of her again.. everytime!
haha..i think i missed her so much ba!
So sorry for make u worried Ms Chng..everything will be juz fine =)

Goodnite to u alicia^^

EDITED BY JESSY BEH.

wow dear..very nice leh! I like it so much..thanks dear^^

Papa has given me a very tough assignment juz now...
To bring all my bros & sis go for shopping & buy new year cloth.
I was like.."excuse me..FIVE OF THEM leh...I'm patient u know..#$%^&*()!!!!! "haha..
haiyo..Juz think of it ady feel tiring liao. haha!

It's okie, i can make it de!

start busy liao, packing..shopping...preparing n blah blah blah..
better den nothing to do =) hehe...

Why..?

why I can't sleep well...?
why I'm stuck..?
why I'm Jobless...?

n..why It's still painful...? Urgh...

Die.

倒帶.

我受夠了等待你所謂的安排　說的未來到底多久才來
總是要來不及 才知道我可愛　我想依賴而你卻都不在
應該開心的地帶　你給的全是空白　
一個人假日發呆　找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的門外　卻一直都進不來　
你累積給的傷害　我是真的很難釋懷

終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來
終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開

你總是要我乖 慢慢計劃將來　我的眼淚卻一直掉下來
過去怎麼交代你該給的信賴　被你親手緩緩推入懸崖

從我臉上的蒼白　看到記憶慢下來　
過去甜蜜在倒帶　只是感覺已經不在
而我對你的期待　被你一次次摔壞　
已經碎成太多塊　要怎麼拼湊跟重來?

* I finally realized that love cannot return..and u are always understanding too late =(

Papa drunk liao :P hahaha..

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Juz had a dinner & drinks with KherShin & Jessy @ Desa Park City..
We had a very long lady's talk tonight..3 of us are quite EMO.. haha!
I think some of the point Kher Shin misunderstood me liao..So Kher Shin, i've purposely found this(attached below) & highlighted d mainpoint for u to know me well as a GEMINI BABY.. next time I definately dun wan my kid to be GEMINI BABY liao!!!! haha^^

双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免. 双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了. (This is d reason y u all never see us quarral in front but it doesn't mean dat we are totally fine..)

很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入. 可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。(So i'm quite protective & defensive cox i do not have confidence at all)

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事. 双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。 (About d past, i already forgave..but doesn't mean that i can forget it. )

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎. 但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！ (I'm not blaming u all, cox I also dunno myself well.)


P/S : I'M NOT A GOOD ACTRESS, JUZ THAT I USED TO HIDING MY REAL FEELING COX I RATHER THAT I HURT MYSELF IN ORDER THAT I HURT ANYONE OF U /THEM.

I've realized that not many frens know me well..as in very well...it's all my fault i think..haha^^ Anyway, after tonight, tomorow i still will "HAHAHAHHA" thru out the whole day de!!!!

I miss my singapore's frens...huhu...

Had a very nice night with Nat, Elizabeth, Sherlene, Rebecca & Rebecca's mama in one u yesterday..even though I extremely tired le but luckily i still got spare battery..huhu..

As usual, me, Nat & Elizabeth extremely hyper active & lame-ing non stop..
It's really fun in KTV room..someone kena sing like hell & non-stop..haha!
I feel happy that they likes m'sia KTV room so much..haha!

Yeah^^

Going to miss them so much..

p/s..oh,I really love my brother so much..so touching sia..muakz!!!!

Happy New Year!! ^^

Yeah~ i'm almost recover le! haha..
It's really a good start to me..huhu~!
I should start to find a new job again^^hehe..

and..welcome to m'sia wujianhao & Elizabeth..^^
Going to meet up with them tomorow...haha!

Okie rest well alicia^^