觉得眼睛很干燥的时候，想一想他，也好。
泪干后，前面的路还是得继续走。
你好吗？看到阿妈了吗？ 我好想你。。T_T

Erm 我是典型双子座。
睡醒后，就没事了。
晚安 =）

酒后真的很好睡！哈哈！ Slept for 11hours last night, really a "bonus" for me! went kbox with Jy today, sorry that I was LATE. haha.

Met up with JH & Irene @ Ion orchard after kbox, we always following our "gathering itenary"(Dinner, arcade basketball, neoprint, snapping photos...etc)This happened don't know how many times ady. haha=D

Happy to see Irene's boyfren finally! Halo wo shi xiang xiang~! haha!

my best fren n my best fren so good to each other. 是好事！ =）

I like dis, xie xie hor =)

我好像没有其他的朋友了。哈哈。

okay,这个是经典。Myself also cannot take it! Only好康for u k..hhaha..

STRCITLY NOT FOR FB OR FOR UR BLOG PLS.

Car show. 有没有很像？haha =D

我有认真地想过，

若有天失去了你们，我会怎样。。

谢谢你们hor...

super make use to my 1st offday today.
1.went for breakfast with Elizabeth after finished my night shift.
2.went to MBS with Jh & Jy in da afternoon, I met my beloved makoto, cheryl, farez, mazlan & hang fen there. Thanks Makoto for showing us hotel room =)

3. lunch + dinner with Jh & Jy in raffles place food court.
4. visit STS frens..happy to see Ivan & YC there =D
5 ktv with Jh, miaoru & Zac at amk kbox. (Yeah finally I met Miaoru le...久仰大名！haha ^^)

走在MBS街头。haha =D

Makoto san, super duper miss him =(

I really hate myself that forgot to bring passport along n cannot go in casino...cannot "zuai" Singaporeans~!!!! ><

This is after night shift face. 好像不会累的，Oh 老人家很少睡的。=）

刚与她吃过了早餐，

很开心，因为她还记得我。

她说着对结婚的憧憬，很替她开心。

有幻想是好的。

而等待她的你，她说要谢谢你。。虽然你已是过客。

若曾经没有你，现在的她可能还站在十字路里。

牺牲了你，虽然很痛，但能让她幸福。。是好的。

你很伟大。你是好人。

“不公平”，是存在的。抱歉。

常会看到这个字眼，
但我不懂它。

eh, wat's ur fav color ?
er..I think now is grey. =)

宅女生活，除了工作以外，
其他的时间，多数呆在房里，
吃，睡， Online-ing.

这七天，我真的很宅女。

Juz bought pockyss for Marian, sorry I can't help u much..all of us working so hard but gained tiring nia, I think tis is da best way that I can help u to distress =) at leat u gain my pocky ^^

Tis is my beloved lum xiu jie a.ka LimGeokLeng, she insisted that her hair is always nid n tidy . Haha.

I love to working with her, always =)

我发现，最近拍照时，我都只是微笑。

u know wat, i really need a break,
not i dun want to help. I really cannot make it.
cox i dun think u got think about me also.

I eat McDonald when I'm tired or frustrated.. Fattening or whatever, I dun care :P

我的方向感，就连自己也觉得。。超烂！

每每只要一换了个方向，我就乱了。

最近脑袋总是放空。。糊涂的事总是发生，可说是到达了恐怖的地步了。

哪有人一天之内可以连续两次忘了下车..?!

我想，我是太累了！

愚人节 。 愚人结。
没人愿意解开。宁愿就这样，一辈子。

我知道，你懂。

Today is not my day!

In wrong shift,
Need to payback to hotel cox of my wrong mistake,
n I just fell down on da floor cox of slippery.

Wat else?!

Oh yar, got to work with SHAMINI later when she in shift @ 500am!!!! Oh no, I scared I will lose my temper!

I think I am a good listener or advisor duh. haha.
Okay, 我很适合当神父吧? haha..

Or maybe they are younger den me..
I'm still belived in a word - Karma.
So dun cry anymore my dears, not worth at all.

Yap Siew Kuan, u should proud of urself duh, cox so many ppls trust u..
Jiayou ba =)

Juz c/in a "Ah Piao"....he is so scary..oh no.
I look like a Malay gal now.
wat's ur name ?
Norhaliza. hehe :P

老婆婆在巴士上摔倒了，当要扶她起来时，她赶紧说“不可以帮我，让我自己起来。。”她用着我熟悉的福建话。
因为这样，又让我想起我家的老阿公。曾看过他骑脚踏车跌倒，路人想要帮他，他却拒绝了。本以为他倔强，然后责问他为甚么，他却说不是不要别人的帮忙，而是因为老人家骨头很脆弱，然而别人不懂他们的痛处在那里，所以自己跌到自己爬起来，就不会更疼痛。 哦~很有道理。

因为想起这番话，我刚才也就很无奈的看着老婆婆自己爬起来。

我的心也很脆弱，别人也不会懂我的痛在那里，自己跌倒了也该自己爬起来，天天找人诉苦也是没有用，或许靠自己。。就没那么痛苦，也就不会再麻烦别人了。

如果我是Mario, 谢谢你愿意当我的mushroom =)

我。。。真的很平凡。
因为这样，所以感觉自卑。

Juz came back from Redang yesterday very late night!! huhhh~

是很累的咯！But den...把自己累到极限。。两个字-超爽！ haha..
Thanks Ms ChangKherShin for organized this trip, really appreciated la. 虽然我没说出口k ;)

十二年友谊。。感慨。。。我们都已经长大~~ 哈哈！

okay,我承认我是有发育不正常迹象！ 哈哈哈哈！


三对Lover出外，你能完全感受到“吵架”的定义是什么。。哈哈！

okay, going out soon to meet up with jessy & khershin to edit all photos....too much photos le la!

argh...!!!!!!!!!!! help me...我不是人。。
真的很累两下。。。=(

Packing again!!!!
Tomorow 9am-9pm shift. I'm already half dead now.

Stunned, cox of da late coffee from Mr.Ly.. anyway thanks so much!

我是那一种很享受被宠，也很容易被宠坏的坏人。
但如果只剩我一人，感觉。。其实也不过是如此。

我会很依赖。因为这样，我怕累了你们，对不起hor..
请再给我多一点时间。。=）

Had a super long talk with Terrance today, I'm so impressed that I never cry, maybe it's cox of I'm too tired or Terrance is too handsome or watever.. I jux..never cry. Good job alicia. Haha=）Terrance damn crap also when I said I wanna give him love letter.. "no no no I'm married, I'm not allowed to accept any love letter from u all.." haha :D

I hv 4 TLs, but I told him I dun like 2 TLs. Oh I'm so xiao qi & childish. haha. But it's really "song" after I told him everything. But still, no motivation yet. How?

Too many things stuck in my mind n make me so blur dis few days...Love letter? mc? redang? bikini? new job? coach or flight? cut short hair?cox lazy to tight...Moving house? where is my hair spray now? n blah blah blah.... Oh I'm dying.

Oh no how come i'm so blur~
I think it's becox too many things stuck inside my mind ba...
Throw or not to throw letter tomorow...no show tomorow? blah blah blah~

Juz came back from K lunch with GiaXuei. She juz broke up with Adrian. 6years relationship, 努力过了，终究还是画上了句点。 是很遗憾，but it's seem like... no choice.
We know each other since six years ago when I joined family Lee. And now we hv same problem with Lee's Brothers. 但她已经到达了可以一个人在KTV呆了五个小时的地步，就只是一个人。这。。我真的办不到。

你比我想象的更坚强。

Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you, just to have somebody by my side.

And I don't want to hate you, I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore. But like a fool I keep losing my place and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

我想，我是坏人。 因为我比任何人都还要懦弱，还要自私。 这。。懂我的人都该知道吧。。=）

Yeah going home tomorow!!!
So excited to see mei mei sia...
突然间发现弟弟妹妹很重要，
以前每当我很累得时候，妹妹就会帮我洗衣服，弟妹也会准备面包给我吃，也会很乖的打扫房子。而爸爸会帮我洗车。。总而言之，我就真的是叶家二小姐。
我现在真的很累很累。。可是我还有很多东西还没做，就连饿了也懒的吃。。因为真的很累。。haiyo....
okie, 我就把我的armpit hair留给妹妹明天帮我拔吧！ 哈哈！

I'm so lucky to hv gL with me in PP. She were asking jocelyn today if she can give her 2 hours OT to me or not, so that i can finish work at 3pm instead of 5pm tomorow..and jocelyn also on sia... waliao, how come I got this kind of lucky thing happened on me one..? shi touching de lo....^^

我是幸福的，因为有很多很疼我的家人，朋友。 谢谢arh...

Yeah thanks Jocelyn for so kind enough to let me end shift early...hurhur! =D

Juz had dinner with rene at her place and "zai" together in her room now, i'm going to stay over one night here..yeah i'm not alone tonight! Thanks rene's mama for da lovely dinner..touched!^^

I knoe I'm going to leave this place soon. Cox I dun wanna cry for this place at all. And, I dun wanna everyday DRAG myself to werk in this place anymore.

Tired but happy day! :D

Neoprint again with Irene n Jh juz now..haha...so 浪费钱lo I tell u...haha!
But once a while is okay de...^^
我们最近好像都在尽力地储存回忆。。哈！

三个不认老的家伙！

很想哭，可是太早了，哭不出来。
这酒店的人是生病le，大家都鼓励大家拿mc,好笑吧！
要不是因为gL, 我才不会这样早起床帮你cover mc k。

Going to meet up Rene & Jh after work later =D That is my d only motivation for working hard today.

Ly："wahahaha 你很好笑leh,你不能走，你走了我就会闷死。。”
我冷冷的回了一句“你可以去冷笑话.com找啊！”
May :"我要把你的schedule和我放在一起，那每天就可以开怀大笑了。。”
我心想说。。“errr..不好吧？！我是因为很累，所以才说冷笑话来娱乐自己！”

看。。我真的变了！因为环境逼迫我，要生存，就得变。
今天我做了最自私的举动，没到四点我就下班了。因为你们搞什么那么慢，我真的不懂。 我是累了，真的懒得管了！

昨天又失眠了，我得看医生了吧。。我想。。。

祝我们，早日康复。

If everyday i'm going to be like dis, I shall see doctor ady. =(

人离开了，总不能逼迫自己不去想念他。
否则，就会像昨天那样，突然很想念他，然后哭到不行。
就是什么也不能做，就只能哭。

Juz finished spring clean my room again to welcum Ms KherShin la=)
She juz arrived SG & will stay over my place for a night tomorow, scared she will nag at me, so die die must clean da room 1st b4 she reach here la...=P

Planning to do a BAD THING on monday! Yeah Jiayou alicia=)

大姐姐或许说得对，因为我由小并没有什么金钱上的负担，只需要自己照顾自己就行了，所以会造就我现在的性格，累了或卷了，那就索性不干了。
我在想，也对ho..如果我像她那样全家人都得靠她养，我也一定打死都得干下去。

想想，问题或许是在于自己，而不是别人。人若走到尽头，自然就会逼使自己打开另一条道路。 而我，从没有尽头的一天，因为很会逃避，很会闪躲。那来的尽头啊？哈哈。。

就在“差一点”的那一天，gL说我就像“明天我就不干了！”
对，我那一天就真的差一点，可是理智往往会害死自己，更何况，我已经是一大把年纪了，还能怎样。。？

Recvd call from hotel again dis morning n last minute changed my working shift again. I think their organization is super ........................................S & F!
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally i know why gL has changed a lotz.

你还好吗。。？“还好吧。。”然后假笑了两下。
心想，还好，至少还没累死。

刚才差一点吓死gL, 真的差一点，要把全部paper work丢到他们脸上，然后说，不好意思，不干了！刚才很累，累到想对着gL哭，可是还是把眼泪忍着。因为倔强。看见她无奈的样子，我这样又算什么。

我是无助到就连吃着Irene送来的面包和咖啡，都想掉泪。把自己累成这样，为的又是什么呢。。？我想gL也是一样吧。 两个每天工作到眼泛泪光，是怎么了。。？

I'm not a qualify hotelier. Hope I can hv something new to do instead. But, wat else I can do den? 25 already but still seems like doing nothing.

Jz had a very nice dinner with Rene n Jh at Suntec Bali Thai Res.
Feel happy to went out with them, always. But, after reached home, so suay rvd a call from hotel again! It 's really spoiled my mood! ^&*(@#$%^&*()!!!!!!!!!!!!!