25th April, My last day at MMS

Huh~! Finally last day already..
No tear, No emo..haha! Feeling peace..dunno y..
Maybe i got used to it already..to leaving a place so easily..haha!

I miss Irene..
I miss her panda eyes, miss her coffee cup..miss her everything & miss the way she molest my breast...ha!

I miss Jerrick,
Miss the way he nag X 1000000000..Miss he always makes me lol.. Miss his everything even he told me that he still can find the new partner after i leave. haha! I'm okay with that, as long as u dun lose ur-self..

I miss EveryOne that showing their love to me..i know bcox of me few of them din sleep well for few week... I'm really appreciate that.. hao hao jia you ba JiaJia & Jun etc.. =D i love u both too!

Received a msg from MsJo that she may not join us for chalet cox some emergency case at home..Feeling sad to heard that from her. But no choice, hope i can manage to meet up with her b4 i leave ba...

Someone cannot join us for KTV next week, a bit disappointed..But think of it, I'm okay with that..cox u have already tried ur best le, I think. No worries, i'm fine..=) Zhen de!

Anyway, I miss MMS..
I'm Free, I'm peace..and I'm relief.

Goodluck to u YapSiewKuan
U have done ur part. U are tough enough.

Rojak feeling Again...Happy or...?

I got my FAREWELL Gifts from my aunty & JieYing today..ha!

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erm juz met up with JieYing for my last farewell dinner with her..
When til d time to say Goodbye..OMG lo, felt wanna cry ady..haha, but still never. (Can't imagine how am i going to tahan my tear on my last day when the whole group of ppl send me off at Golden Mile bus station...ha!)

Thanks JieYing, thanks for organized the 3parts of farewell for me. Thanks for the skirt that i want it for my "chalet" farewell, and u sudden paid it for me as my birthday present..(rem, not July 7 K!!!!!It's June 6! aunty!) Thanks for the souvenirs..all the letters & all the gifts... Really really thanks thanks thanks....I will follow ur instruction, i will only read all the letters when i'm on my way home k..promise!
I'm so sorry that i din prepared so many things for u..(as u know, i'm very busy de..til now!) But, i hope that u like the card that i gave u... e card speaks a thousand words..haha...no la, i think only 100words ba..?
Big Gal dun cry, i will not forget u de...Ni yao hao hao jia you k...

Love u always,
Alicia Yap

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Irene not feeling well..hope she will get recover soon..
My GuanYinMa blessing u rene rene..
Hope u feel better tomorow, so that i can buy u "the last breakfast from me" on SATURDAY k...JiaYou Jiayou Rene Rene...!

I will try my best to fight for the war tomorow with departures 229 & working with DM Thomas & Ate Cherly only. I believe i can do it de! hahaaa...cox, only left 2days @ MMS!
JiaYou Alicia Yap!

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Big gal dun cry.
Sure, i will not cry.

Today..feeling s!$%^&^&*(*!!!!! Hump! It's okay!
Anyway, 3 more days to go!!!!
wahahhahaha.... JieTou~..lalalalallalala...~

I jux got my new roster for next week,

huhu~ 7 DAYS TO GO....TO LEAVE MMS! WAHAHAH!!

It's seem like i never take a long break..i feeling so exciting now.. i wanna sing a song..

~Jie Tuo~.. shi dong ca gan lei kan yi hou~~..lalalalallalaaa....~~

解脱~是懂擦干泪看以后...

Ms Jo said that AM (is me) always bully her, then i told her,

Oh I'm "DUE-OUT AM" lo...hehe..-_-!!!

JiaYou Alicia a.ka YelaiXiang a.ka YapSiewKuan a.ka YeXueYing!!!!!!

&

JiaYou Everyone! and..

JIAYOU nathaniel for your exam!

Oh yar! I got super long time never see ah Jun, ah Jia, ah Chen & elizaBird le leh!!!!!

So much Thanks to Everyone..

Few days ago, received a msg from JunWei & said that they will organize a farewell for me at EastCoast Chalet... He said that they will arrange everything for me..Chalet, food, toilet bowl, magazine & newspaper(cox they know i like to poo~ and must have magazine)..haha!
I feel so touching when i heard that from them..

This morning i received a msg from JunWei again, he told me that Ms Jocasta Lim wanna sponsor me the Chalet fee...Har??? Haha..i'm very happy & touching actually..
But, i was so funny..cox when i met Ms Jo jux now, i dunno how to thank her & dunno where to start yet..hahha... So i decided to blog here! wahahah..Mei Yong de dong XI!!!!

Really really a BIG THANK to u Ms jo...hahha...! I will serve u everything on that day k.. BBq foods for u, massage for u...everthing! hhaha..actually if u din sponsor anything also i will do everything for u, cox there will be the last day i serve u le..haha..!

Erm...i will be very busy on dat day, cox i wish to serve everyone leh! how ar??? hahahah...can i borrow some hand...Erm, maybe i can borrow from MsChng..hehehehe...

Ohya, i still remembered last time my reception manager at Swissotel Ms Bel also treated me everything on my farewell...haiyo... Really really a BIG THANKS to everyone leh... Super Paiseh..

and thanks for all the organizers..Mr TanJunWei, Mr Lim JiaJia, Ms Chua BirdBird, Mr EeChen & Ms Jocasta Lim...haha! ehh..how about Jerrick & Irene? Pls lo, three of us dunno anything leh! haha...

Juz now, someone asked me ..
wHERE should i stay when i'm go back KL..? Oh yah..Where should i stay..?
Hhahaha... i was thinking, how am i going to stay in a place that there have someone hating me so much?..defensive..? fight..? or choose to run away to avoid arguement with her again..?

5 years ago, becox of her, i decided to run away from home.. And now,
I wish to go HOME...but still, she never changed. She dun like me.
She will push my bro & sis very harsh to separate us.. No, not she will, she is doing it..always.

End up..i feel alone..I dun wan to spoil her family, dun wan to make my brother & dad feeling suffer..And then, i run away from home, again & again..

My dear sis, u should have to appreciate with what u have now. U are the most happiness. Dun ever expect to change ppl to fit u, u must change urself 1st to fit with ppl. Ur husband & ur current family. For me, i have tried to gain my happiness before, but still she never accept me. I had no choice. I'm always appreciate that I have a brave & strong shoulder, to keep on looking for others happiness, like my frens, my love & my job. Pls dun blame GOD, it's depend on how u play with for your life.

Haha, for someone, i can't give u a answer now.Where should i stay? haha..To be advise loo..hehe! No matter wat will happen in future, surely she will be the last surviver! haha! No worries k!

That's how a Cinderella survive, be strong, be cheerful always.

JiaYou again, Yap SiewKuan..
P/S..Ms jo, now is 0630am, i'm not yet sleep, cox of the 6pm-2am...OMG lo!

I'm very de "Guts" today!!!!!

********Amendment*******

As what i told Jilick, What past has already passed again...

Hhahhaha..

Alicia Yap, MEI YONG DE DONG XI!

Today 7Th of April..
I love to working with Irene, every time. Actually, we always had "cold war" & fights,
but dunno y, i still prefered to work with her. At least, she is not that kind of fake person.

Kena interviewed by HR-Sylvia this afternoon, she was asking me any comment or any person that i want to highlight..about their attitude..
Hhaha..i laughed out loud suddenly! I told her, I'm very satisfied with my managers & colleagues..everything is very the GOOD! I told her, I'm quiet forgetful, i always left things behind.. It's including the unhappy & sad things... So that's y i told her, we can't blame anyone. What we have to do is to BEHAVE OUR SELF. That's it!

Met up wit My dear JieYing & watched the Taiwanese movie "LOVE"..the movie not bad la..hehe..She wanted me to extend my stay in sing until she fly back..Ehh..haha, she said , at least wait until 30Th April & when she reach sing she will rush to meet up with me b4 i leave..haha! See, everyone knows that she miss me & love me so much de..hahha!

i 've bought a dress for my fren's wedding..JieYing said it looks nice & fit to me..BUT, she said It's not suit to me, cox it's too lady, and I'm too man le! wahahah! I'm jux acting like a man j ChanJieYing!

Jux read Jerrick's blog, i was thinking something..erm..dunno how to say..
No matter wat will happen, pls do your best Jerrick..Life is hard, but at least we know u are trying your best to be a good son. Hope Jerrick's papa will recover soon...

Oh i miss my boyfren already. I don want to be Mrs Lonely.
Jiayou YapSiewKuan
Jiayou ChanJieYing, Jiayou ReneRene, Jiayou Jilick.. If I'm not around..=)

Nobody is always strong...

I'm not happy today..Hhaha..Dunno why!

I'm tiring to meet with people..to see people..
MySmiling face..no longer happy, no longer natural..
It's a fake & forced..Bcox of work, bcox of colleagues,
I forced to smile, I forced to be happy..hahahahhaha!

Wat did Jerrick said jux now it's true..I seems like trying to make ppl feeling bad with me,
so that they will not feeling sad when the day i leave.

2years in singapore, i've learned to be strong, learned to be tough..But the end,
i felt that i have gained nothing. I gained "TIRING" & I gained "UPSET". One good think that i gained , it is "Missing HOME".

When u are at HOME, please dun ever think of to run away from home. =) No matter how strong u are, u still will miss home..

JiaYou yap siew kuan,
If u wanna cry, juz cry den...Nobody is always strong de..
After 19th days, pls set urself free k...! u are not so important to anyone of "them"...

"them"? guess who???
hahah!

Wahahaha..i got to knoe that my last day @ MMS is on 26th april from Ms Jo..
But i requested OFF on 26th April, which mean, my last day is on 25th April..hehe..

I asked Irene to choose either she want me to leave singapore on 30th April or to leave on 27th April with My boyfren together... The way she acted damn funny, she kept looking at the calendar & trying her best to think which date is the "lucky"day(Ji ri) ..like choosing the BEST DATE for getting married...hahah!

huhuw..! 20 days to leave MMS...hahaha...! erm..erm...feeling a little bit sad now..but, i think i'm on holiday mood ady..Hha! No wonder jux now got scolded by a guest & he even knocked the cashier counter hardly also i got no feeling at all..!(totally acted like IreneChng..)hahha!

Of cox, i will miss Ms Jo so much..cox to be honest, she is the most patience manager that i ever seen before..even, sometimes she is really so super damn naggy...hahha!

and Of Cox..i will miss my 1985club so so so so much..=) so that's y today i keep looking chance to scold Irene Chng..haha!

Jia You Ye Xue Ying!! hehehe....
I will not cry in front on my last day de!!!!haha!

Outing on 2nd April...

Makan stemboat @ JiaXin's house yesterday...

As usual. i explored all my energy to lame with them, included JiaXin's papa, mama & gege..haha! She has a very sweet & nice family!! huhu~I hope i will have a very nice family like her in future! wahahaa...dreaming again...hehe...Jia You la YapSiewKuan!

24 days TO GO! Huhuw!

Don't give up...

There is something happened at home..HOPE everything will be fine soon...
My dear sis, don't give up pls.. u are not alone, everybody love u..Lifez is hard,
but if compared with others, we are d most fortune.. Pls trust me,
*********************EVERYONE IS LOVING U..

LoVe, not only came from ur partner or husband..
But it's also from Ur Frens, Ur Family & Ur Job... Trust me.. u will be fine.

Pls don't give up now,
I will be back with you soon.

Jia You Da jie!
P/S..Jia You Agus!

My last month @ Singapore..^_^

Yes! one more month left! haha....

My dear frens..Trust me,

I will going to miss u all so much de..=)

U all brought me a lot of joy & happiness..

I really really really appreciate all this moment...

We laughed together..and..we cried together..

we lame-ed together & we sing K-ed together..

We fight-ed for the war & we fight-ed each other..sometimes..(ha!)

I will miss all this moment a lot a lot...

Jia You,

Yap Siew Kuan

I dun mind to be DaJie Jie..ha!

Huhu~!

We will go to JiaXin House to have Steamboat Tomorow loo...

hehhee... Oh Shit, i have to act "Da Shi Tou" & greet JiaXin's mummy ...

shuo shuo shuo shuo, shuo ni ai wo..~! hehehe...