Sometimes...i dun like to be AM...

I dun like to be AM...cox i think i'm not qualified...So dat's y sometimes i dun like to take over AM task..

sometimes i can feel dat ppl dun like me but still i still pretend dat i dun care..
sometimes i feel dat some ppl may think dat i'm not qualified to be a AM..cox for them i only know how to joked, playful, not serious...& too ah lian for them..

yar i admitted that i like to play around, but i jux trying to make fun for everyone, so dat ppl will feel happy to work with me..but i know, some ppl not...they won feel happy to work with me...

i really miss Nathaniel..cox i know dat he never look down @ me.. I'm not really happy in dis few week...cox no one can play joke & lame with me..my kaki, all almost left .. XiuQi, Herman, Nat, atuK...Haizz....dunno wat to do...
I feel sad..cox i scared dat they will forget me..like my ex-hotel's frenss...
I really afraid..

GooD LuCk to all My dear Gemini's Frenss..
Blurqueen alicia

TO gEMIni's Baby..be Happy alwaYs...

Ye Lai Xiang will Always be tHere For u ALL....

**HaPpy will Go Lucky**

i'M happy with everything now..

Happy..can be always happened to me.. I oso dunno y..
maybe is bcox of i'm really a sotong or blurqueen..
but i believe..if u know how to appreciate..u will be happy.

BlurQueen alicia,
i'm blur, but i'm happy..

My grandpa ..i believe that he missed me so much...

We're so happy wen Everytime we met..

A birthday wishes & love from my grandpa ah gong..i missed him so much....but i believe, he will waiting for me to go back home to keep him accompany..i've promised him, i'll bring him to go back china soon..so i believe, he will waiting for me de..^_^

i always asked ah gong "ah gong ah gong, do u miss me..?"

den he were always said "even i missed u also nothing can do, cox ..u'r far away from me.."

i missed the way he touched my head like a little gal..& i missed to makan Bak Kut Teh with him evertime@ 630am..quite challenging for me..haha...

**mY dear AhGong, gambateh k! i will be back with u soon..** urdear "yi xiu jie"..

I'm Wondering Y..?

I aM woNdEring y...

I aM wondering y some ppl like to make otHeRs pity them..
are they trying to get attention from everyone or..?
i know thaT eVeryone has their own difficulties..But,
for me.. i dun have to tell anyone how pityful i was last time..cos,
they couldn't help me to do anything, only i could help myself..and it passed!
I'm sure that ppl will feel frustrated with those "poor things..".. & FOR those "ppl",
I really feel frustrated & bored with all the "poor things" ..Pls dun always blame GOD k!
look at urself 1st b4 u blame anyone..

I am wondering y some ppl are always expecting others to respect them but they never seem to do it themselves..For those "ppl", pls respect others 1st b4 u expect ppl to respect u k?

I always wonder y ppl only look @ the good things about u, but never seem to think of how hard we've tried in order to ATTAIN those "good things".. Those ppl always like to tease us, bcos they Jealous of us ..or?

And..
I always wonder y some ppl dun appreciate / are not content with wat they have now...they'r not disabled nor do they require any special attention..But den y they still complaining...?

***Guys! Pls look @ the disabled people!! and...U ARE NOT THAT POOR THING lo..k??******really s!

alicia YAP

i'M blur..But i'm not stupid!