My heart is bleeding now. Shit.
But i think i will be fine later! haha.

Jia You Alicia

Is time to blogging & updating photos loo..huhu~

This is my house , MY HOME! Jerrick, very nice right? hahha... My dad suddenly dunno y so rich, lighted up d house every night. Invited "feng shui" master somemore! Daddy, pls save d money & give it to me better la! haidoi~

This is how Mr Lee acted when everytime he sent me to bus station to back to sing ..

Looks like very sad, but actually he was "buih song"(not happy) to woke up so early! wahaha...~

Passed CNY eve, that's how my family prayed. Even praying oso we Got to QUEUE..

See my youngest brother was waiting til cannot tahan already, standing like an OLDMAN..ahaha!

We all feel so proud and glad that he served us!!!!
He is my 2nd younger brother, this was his 1st time to served ppls and he never serve ppl before !hahha!

Have received a lovely mms from Irene on 1st Day of CNY..Irene, u are really de sweet. Stupid Jerrick so stingy, not willing to spend even 5 cents for sending msg to me. haizzz.... Luckily Irene & Alicia never choose him as boyfren..~

But stil, got a lot of pplssssss like him so much, not only 1person, is 2,3 ...ALL BLIND de!

Thanks for Irene grabbed a doremon for me & thanks for Jerrick grabbed a doremon for Irene oso. =)
Pls looks at the doremon's eyes..u will find out something special. haha!
the doll's eyes looks like d host's eyes.


This is Irene's BESTFREN ~Dark circle fighter!!! wahahah...



...........Huhu~I waiting for the next outing~haha............
work harder Irene, work harder Jerrick , work harder Alicia

Yo! I'm back.

Straight away work afternoon shift after came back from KL..
Sop sop...i missed home again.."ha. as usual."

I think I'm going to crazy soon.
When i go home from sing, I miss Sing's frens so much.
But,
when i come back from KL, I miss Home so much..haidoi! Bcox of that,
My heart is so super damn extremely de very tired.

Okay, got to continue to work soon. Busy Busy.
Very BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really #&y#@&!!!!!!!!!!! angry~

HappY CNY my dear frens!

Huhu~ now is midnight 0050hrs, jux finished packing my stuff, goin home tomorow..
So excited...haha!

Quite happening for me this week, worked & shopped around, never end.
Tired, but happy.

Jux after K dinner with MMS's gang..Hope they really enjoy tonight, eventhou, i'm not really in "well done" situation..jux half rare. Ha! I know everyone there can feel i got something wrong, but i still tried my best to entertainted, to make fun for d whole night.
Y? i oso dunno. Maybe i'm tired? haha..!yar..maybe!Ha!

Finally i can go home tomorow..so,
Happy CNY in advance to All my dear Sing's frens!

I will going to miss u all very de much!
Thanks for being accompanying always =)
Alicia Yap



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Now is midnight 0015hrs. i still awake..still washing cloths, packing luggage, waiting for my nail polish dry. Tomorow work morning shift. Die again.

I missed felicia when i shopped around with irene..
I missed Agus when i shopped around with Jerrick..

I missed to grab dolls with them. Hope they are doing well now.
Hope can meet up with them in indo soon.

Oh yar i missed someone really can sing very well & hope he can sing for me again.
I believed he will be fine & he will never give up for everything.

i missed everyone that not beside me.
Irene,dun laugh alone there k!
Alicia Yap

my next week schedule

A A A A A A off
Huhu~ go home loo...wahahahah!

Bonus bonus!!!!!

Juz received a letter from company about d bonus, yar i'm satisfied with that eventhou i'm not d top...wahaha....Convert the bonus to ringgit, yar it's very big angpao for me already! Huhuh~!
Thankyou Ms jo & Thankyou MMS..

I 'll getting my bonus on Monday..Means i got to find a job in m'sia in future 3months. Talk about career, i really dunno wat's my talent, wat's my potential, wat's my ambition..i really dunno..goin to 24th years old soon..stil dunno wat to to..useless right? haha!

Hotel management? Haha..NO WAY! My english is very poor! Sometimes i really can't afford ppl laughing at me...but i never blame them, cox i admitted that i looks like a CLOWN when i speak english..haha! Half years ago i told jocasta that i feeling shame to be a AM, who can't speak well in english.. Until now, also i feeling the same way. SHAME never end..especially when i looked at agus & feli...they even can speak better then me. I wondered y Francis hired me as AM, i feel guity & shame with him when everytime i did such stupid mistake..

I always wanna show ppl that "yes, i can do it!"..but actually "i can't do anything.."
Shame right..? wahaha..so that's y i'm tiring now..
Jerrick u wanna run away? wait i go 1st k.

Hahha..
My "LAUGH & SMILE", is always to covered my "SHAME & SAD"..haha!

It's okay, I'm fine =)
Jia You Yap Siew Kuan.

Valentine wish list..

Never expect much..only hope that u are jux next to me.

Huhu... Sotong Feli got her own blog already..
She told me that she is so clever cox she know how to created a blog...
Haidoi...yar right! but U ARE DAMN SLOW lo..sotong feli...!ha!

Love & Miss u
Sotong Cici...

你是什麼第一名?

牡羊座.衝動第一名，做事後悔第一名，火氣大第一名，大膽第一名，敢愛敢恨第一名。
**Elfie**always said sorry sorry..wahaha...

金牛座.穩重第一名，節儉第一名，貪財第一名，可靠第一名，吃苦耐勞第一名。
**Thomas~so stingy & gia shu! he admit. NO CHOICE! ha!

雙子座.八卦第一名，聰慧第一名， Crazy第一名，幽默第一名，多話第一名。
**This is very de Zun!** Alicia(talk so much), Nathaniel(ALL!oops ha!), Jie Ying(clever..dun laugh alone there pls..), Xiu Qi(clever), Herman(humorous), Mark(Ke poh..ah! agree?)

巨蟹座.體貼第一名，愛吃第一名，愛家第一名，孝順第一名，多愁善感第一名。
**Very ZHUN!!!** Alan Ong....always massage for us & taking care of Jerrick & Eugene.

獅子座. 自信第一名，愛現第一名，要面子第一名，品味第一名，風度第一名。
wow my dear leh! ALL very de ZUN!

處女座.細心第一名，挑剃第一名，愛乾淨第一名，小題大做第一名，吃醋第一名。
zun. Josephine..Oops..dun tell ppl ho..hehe~so that's y we hv to keep away from Joshua.

天秤座. 愛美第一名，猶豫第一名，懶惰第一名，善辯第一名，公正第一名。
As wat i know, Geok Ling & Curry Chao! Very Zun with those i highlight.

天蠍座.癡情第一名，扮酷第一名，魅力第一名(panda eyes)，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名。
Sotong Irene lo..Damn Zun la..

射手座. 貪玩第一名，糊塗第一名，可愛第一名，勇於嘗試第一名，心無城府第一名。
Ms Jo? OH..totally not ZUN.

摩羯座.嚴肅第一名，鎮定第一名，忍耐第一名，認真第一名，保守第一名。
my 1st love, wang & tym..all not so ZUN leh..ha..or maybe i dunno them well =)

水瓶座. 好奇第一名，好學第一名，創意第一名，另類第一名，創造力第一名。
Jerrick Tay! all very ZUN.! Eugene oso...

雙魚座. 心軟第一名，敏感第一名，多疑第一名，愛作夢第一名，胡思亂想第一名
ee...how come i dun have Pieces Fren? or i forgot..?hehe..

How do u think? accurate o not? hehe..
Yap Siew Kuan

Oh i'm so sorry my dearest.
I'm NOT A GOOD galfren.

I dun cook, cox i dunno. .
I'm very bad tempered to u, cox menses coming.
I dunno how to massage, cox i'm lazy.
I dun serve ppl, cox I'm lazy.
Oh ya! I should change my soul with Alan instaed. cox he know all the things that i never know.
Oh how pity alicia! u dunno anything!
**Should call DM to handle all d complains from my dearest instead.ha!"***

I doesn't looks like a lady, cox i never acted like a lady.
This, everyone know.
Yap Siew Kuan

Erm..wat i did yesterday..?
woke up at 4pm..Then blur-blur went to bugis temple "bai-bai"(prayed) with Joyce. I was in d blur~blur situation~" & wearing a very "aunty style" spec (oh i rmb Nat & Herman and also Jie Ying hv a same style spec! haha! Gemini's style?)
and... i couldn't find my eyes, eyebrown, nose & mouth..cox i din make up! wahahah..not funny~

Msg feli, feli said her room looks like got an earthquake & she said last nite when she woke up, still thought that she still in singapore! aha...ha...sotong number 2!
"I think she missed us so much too"....Muahzzz!

Uploaded all d videos on d facebook. It's really took me a lot of time..cox connection was very bad & slow~haidoi! But i'm alright and insisted to finish uploaded all the videos.ha! Hope everyone that i tagged will feel touch when they watching d videos=)

Cleared my stuffs in my room again. Oh yah! my hobby is to clearing my own stuffs! haha..!

Msg someone & told him that his voice is really de nice.
He got a name called "HAHA"!
Hope he can be happier!

I will try also!
Yap siew Kuan

Photos updates....

GooDbyE to ALL MY DEAR SAYANG-SAYANG..!

Cici will miss u all always..Not Only Cici,

All OF US already missed u all so much!

Muahzz!

Eh..where is SotongIrene? oh cox she almost black-out le..haha..

A final group photo that we taken! Sotong acted cute behind, it's okay..Age 23rd grp is Always the cutest!!!

Wahahah...Jerrick & Alicia goin to 24th years old le still acted cute duh~! Not acted, jux that we are really cute instead..heheh =)

P/S...Ms Jo cannot act cute le..wahaha...

See, how She treated me?! Hurted my mouth, acted ego, hurted my nose..

Agus, u dun like me har???

"ah-bissh" u Elizabeth Agustina!!! u both stole our heart!
I CALL THE POLICE I TELL U!!!!!

BlurSotongAM...

HaPpy Birthday to Papa

Oh I'm not a good daughter..But can't blame me cox,
Papa got 2 birthday leh! Today is his IC registered birthday but not a real date loo..
Then how many time u want me to go back har? hahah! @$^%^! Ah-bisssh him!

Have sent him a birthday's wishes video,
brother said "weather suddenly very cold!"haha..

Love & Missed u Papa!
i will gambateh de!
Yap Siew Kuan

你不是真正的快乐

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你決定不恨了 也決定不爱了 把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河难道就真的 抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢?
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活着?

Are YOU really Happy?

But i will try...=)
Yap Siew Kuan

My Day on 8 Jan, a bit bitter..Ha!

Irene..
Sweet to have u always be there for a GoldFish..ha!

Ice Cream..
Jerrick Said A bit bitter..&
I said Very Spicy..Haha!

I felt better after took 20mins to walked from hotel to MRT.
Cox someone tried his best to consoled me but still kena shooted by me!ha!
oops..so sorry my dear fren!
Oh i hate myself so much!

HopE tomorow will be Better & Fine!
again, i dun wanna be Alicia!

Farewell's Pics Of Agus & Felicia part 3 @ Airport

A Big Surprise for them..I've told them that d rest are not available to send them off @ Airport..

After they c/in, brought them to met up with d rest Ms JO, Irene, JunWei & Jerrick...huhu...

They stoned there for few minutes & tried to tahan their tear..hahhaa....

Feli & Agus,

Hope u both will never forget that moment...^_^

Huhhuh~couple wear with FEli!!! Hahah..I think Feli dunno how to Kiss KiSS duh~

Sotong Cici will always miss & love u both TOO!

Take 1- Alicia, d bear bear should facing infront!

O ya ho!! hehe..

Sotong me...

Sotong mee???soup??

Wahaha..enough alicia!

Lovely Gift from Agus & Feli,

For Alicia, Irene, Jocasta, Jerrick & JunWei

a SCENE captured by me when they were waiting to pay for d overWeight fees...

haha..

DO RE MI FA SO~

Wish u ALL GOODLUCK

&

ALL THE BEST YA!

Farewell's Pics Of Agus & Felicia part 2

Atuk Shah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wahhh...This is very de SWEET o...! hahahha...Again..Must see who was d Photographer la....hahaha....Miss u a lot too Atuk!

GroupPicture took by Ms Jo, eh without Ms Jo leh.
It's Okay, we are her KIDSS.....So she dun mind wan...
Haha...

Sweet Sweet Love! Muakz!

Farewell's Pics Of Agus & Felicia

SUPERSTARS SCENE-ssss...hahha

Agus & Felicia acted like SUPER STARS neh! and...

The X'mas Tree oso..hahahaha!

We All already Missed u both Deep Deep o! hahaha..Cox,

Counter is SO busy WITHOUT U BOTH la..hahhaa...

NG & FUNNY SCENE-Ssss!

haidoi...pls look at alicia face...really bui(cannot) Tahan..hahhaha..



Pls edit dis pic & look at how Felicia acted! So fierce to Me leh!!!!
Y Feli? u dun like me har???





Huh Huh~!
Dis is very d Cute neh!!!!
But must see who was d photographer also la...hhahahha




Cute Cute...Feli acted cute! 22nd years old already stil acted cute like that! haizzz...Hhaha!

So many camera, dunno which side to facing 1st..

Look at Jerrick's tummy..wahhahaha...

Can Bang with Alan's one liao la!!!

My Heart Broken Day...

Jux sent Agus & Felicia off...
received a msg from Feli that they have already reached home...
Miss them so super much....sop sop..
BUT, I'M VERY GOOD leh! Cox i managed to tahan myself, NEVER CRY O! But my heart is crying now....

Dear Felicia & Agus....Cici already missed u both so much..How ar..?

I'm very sad..cox i know i may have no chance to see u both again next time..haizz..

A LoveLy gift From Agus & Felicia

It's a recordable bear bear..

"Sotong cici, Felicia & Agus here..

we will never miss u & we will never Love u,

ahahhahah...no la, we missed u & we love u so much..muakz!"

Msg from them..

GOODLUCK & TAKE CARE MY LOVELY AGUS & FELICIA..

I WILL REALLY MISS U ALL ALWAYS..

Muakz!

BLURSOTONG AM..Alicia

Big Girls Dun Cry..

Jux after d farewell dinner with Agus & Feli...

I Almost wanna cry ady but still...NEVER..!

Thanks MMS on behalf of both of them, think they really really going to miss MMS so much...about the Video made by Jer, d Wishes from MMs...

Sayang -Sayang...dun cry...we will miss u both always....

Thanks for Jerrick making d video for them..It's really nice & Touching...

Question,

Can i dun go to the airport tomorow to send them off?

Cox i flooding my room now & i afraid i will flood the airport tomorow...

Big Girls Don't Cry...

Love & Miss always

BlurSotong AM Alicia

Huh Huh..~

Sop..sop...will have a farewell dinner with Agus & feli tonight...
They will goinG back INDO tomorow...

Wish u both all the BEST my dear sayang..
Blur AM alicia 06/01/09

My little small place @ Singapore!

I'm very happy now,
Cox i jux finished tidy a small place in my room..hahha...
i'm satisfied with dis small little place...
It's a bit tight for me to squeezed in all d x'mas gift but i did!! haha...
It's a small place, but
it looks sweet & Lovely right..?

Micky from sotong Irene...

CareBear from Eugene...

X'mas Photo Clips from Jess..

Puppy from Alan...

Thanks thanks thanks thanks....

Finally....

I can sleep now!

haha...

Blur blur de Alicia~

Farewell for Feli & Stephenie

Jux after farewell dinner with Sayang Felicia...sop..sop...today is her last day @ MMS..& agUS oso...sop..sop...but agus can't join us cox she is working afternoon shift...it's okay, we will going to meet thme before they leave singapore! We've took so SUPER a lot of photos as well ^_^

k-lunching with JieYing before meet up with MMS colleagues..(oh yar jie ying, i still owe u a card..pls be patience & wait ya..)hhehehe...

Havin dinner @ hongKong's restaurant with Feli them....

Sotong Irene, i'm not ready yet la...

Thick skin jerrick slot in when Irene taking photo for me & felicia..

Hhaha..sayang feli's hair a bit smelly duh~hehe..i'm jux joking^_^

Wearing same scarf with Irene...Looks like refugess right..hhaahha...

Dessert time, acted playing pool with chopstick & icecream ball!
wahahha..stupid alicia!

TALL & SHORT difference..hahhahah!

Yahoo! Mission done!

Now is 12am midnight, got to sleep ady! working MORNING shift later. Die

Jerrick & Felicia dun 4get to send me pics to my email ya!

Thanks...

Alicia love u ALL

Happy New Year 2009!!!!

Oh I look so presentable! did I??WAHAHHA


Started Busy day on 01 01 2009.
Worked with my dear sotong, feli & Jerrick, so busy but it was fun!
Took some photos with them before d crowd!

The tallest guy @ reception

The cutties trainie @ reception..but she is leaving us...sop sop...

The most sotong cashier @reception..wahaha..dun poke me k!!! hehhe...


Hhaha..we so proud of ourself working at MMS! haha...killed all the guests finally! never talk to each other for almost 5 - 6 hours!!!wahahha...Busy & TIRING de lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bowling = WASHING DRAIN

2nd round!!!!!!!!!!!! Jiang Jiang Jiang Jiang!!!! see who was d DRAIN QUEEN??? IS ME!!!WAhahahahahha.......

1st round!!!!! Everyone pls look at K=KYLIE'S RESULT!!!

Wahahahhahaha...DAMN low lo....!!!!wahahah..buih tahan leh!!!


THE BEST BOWLING= "WASHING DRAIN" TEAM OF THE YEAR!!!!
hahaha...

1. the most WEIRD lady - Kylie Chow

2. acted cute man - Jun Wei

3. the most sotong queen -Irene

4. acted COOL man - YiChen

5. very de Man -Alicia

Went for bowling with MMS colleagues on 30rd Dec 2008!
Helped the bowling court washed d drain hardly!
Must have to claim money from them!hahha...