When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through
Even though we're far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

# Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you

I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies

原本以爲我會很忙很忙，但是卻沒有。

回到家的生活很規律，少了和朋友們日日熬夜的聚會，
沒有亂揮霍，沒有唱K，
也沒有去看電影。

或許是因爲治安不好，所以很乖的呆在家。
也或許是我習慣了之前的習慣。。


弟妹說我變了，好朋友們也說我變了。
但，我很滿意變了的自己，也接受了這就是經歷造就的自己。。
沒有什麽好感慨地。

但他們都說，我還是很三八。是改變不了的事實！哈！