walao A..~very busy week..

i was soooooo busy dis few day cox last minute decided to go back KL few days ago & rushed back to sing here to work afternoon shift den d next day back to back to work morning shift..den hotel running high occupancy again.."alicia..how ar? no room..!" alicia..how ar..gst is very angry..!"alicia..alicia..alicia..honestly i feel phobia with ppl keep calling "aliciA..alicia..alicia.."!! very high due out again during dis few days..today was 200plus, tomorow oso 200plus...on 29th more "jialat"..300plus!!!!!OMG...!!



Really feel stress @ work already..tot can go home faster t0 rest early yesterday after work, suddenly received msg from joyce to said that my owner wanna complain to me again about one of my roommate!!! OH really sh@T u know??? i was very very very mad & tired with my roommate! i really dunno wat to ady..i even asked Jess can i dun go home & stay at hotel?! hahah!!! after i reached home, i was running very very fast to my room & run out again to getting shower den run back to room & locked my door, never giv aunty chance to talk to me! hahahaa!!! ..nowaday must pray 1st wen everytime wanna go out from room..haha!!!



THEN, received a msg from kl fren to asked me either can help to find a room for him o not..another task again..ofcox i willing to help..

and THEN..i was keep calling one of the st3P#d mobile shop to help another fren to claim back his phone..very very su#k service, said will return call but never/! so dat's y i have to keep calling them!!! ...really very very bad feeling..i think im too soft with everything ady..



I've found out something dis few days "IF u be good to ppl, ppl will never appreciate and they will jux take it as granted and they can even overide on u!!!.."Should i learn from Joyce, always said"WAT?!"with very high volume wen ppl asking her something about work, den ppl feel scared & will not ask her question anymore..hahha!



Anyway, i still prefered to be a nice & "soft" person, if not it will be very hard for me to move if im not a "soft" person...cox it's too HARD ady, cannot move at all!!!hahaha..not funny i know..^_^



..BlurQueen..
HaPiHaPYhapPPPY..

forgive but NOT forget...

im quite forgetful sometimes...but there is always some "hurts" dat i will never forget, i'm trying to release it, but it's still there always in my heart..



i wanna to tell a person dat i know her almost 20years..
i've spent a lot a lot a lot of LOVE to her before, but, that was 5years ago..
5YEARS ago, i realized that she never appreciate with wat i have done for her, i gave up.. i run away from home & her life...i keep telling myself dat i can survive without anyone.. In this fiveYears, i've learned to be independent, be TOUGH.. and now, she is getting older..everyone always asking me to forgive her..i did!!! i forgave her already, but it doesn't mean dat i can release it!!
for "HER", I've already forgive u earlier on, jux dat i dunno how to approach u..Cox, i scared i will getting hurt from u again..


i wanna to tell a person dat i dunno her at all, but without her, i won't be in this world..
im so sorry to said, i really dunno u at all.. u are only appeared in my imagination... If frens never ask, i dun feel like "U ARE SUPPPOSE to be in MY LIFE.."
wen i was in primary school, i always imagined "how good if u are next to me, eventhou i never seen u.." ...but i know it jux a imagination...
and now, u getting older...u wish to come back to me, but i'm really sorry dat i have rejected u a while ago..my childhood life was so hard, i'm trying to release the hurts, but confirm i will never forget..

P/S: i got one critical problem now, can anyone tell me if i getting married oneday, how do i arrange the seat for both of them on my wedding dinner ar..?!and i should call them as wat ar??hahahhahaaa...i always thinking about this..hahaha!!!

To both of u, i'm so sorry to said if one day both of u leaving before me(touchwood), I WILL NOT CRY at all...cox..our relationship is more like a STRANGER, not even fren..and if i leaving before u, pls remember that i've already forgave both of u, but i will never ever forget..


DunWorry MyDear Fren,
This is jus a story from a BlurQueen
I'm still HaPpy go lucky

7th Month "Brother"

PLS TAKE A LOOK, THERE IS ONE "thing" behind us....

My new look & Hair Style!!!!

hahahah....as usual, so super "zi lian"!!! >.<

Captured in fitting room again...ha!!!

i am sorry to say I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH too!!! ha!!

P/S : Nice mah?

OMG..I miss my long hair so much...dis pic was 2years ago...acted cute with my lovely brother..

Oh no..!!!!....I'm getting old already...!!!

e Last "Helmet" picture with "Smelly Curry-Ms Chow Kylie
**She pointed @ jerrick's NIPPLE!!!**

i am back ^_^

haha..i am back..i'm happy but still feel a bit sad cox away from HOME again..
but is okay, i'm tough enough de!!hahaa..
i am happy dat most of the colleagues @mms missed me so much & they have to queue for telling me their stories for the whole week..hahha..(next time must charge them)..
I'm happy to make them laughing bcox of my new hairstyle.."i ate a lot of fried maggie mee, so dat's y my hair bcome like dat..'"haha..
I'm happy to bought foods for them eventhough they still complained no "tao sa piah" for them..stupid jess & ms jo..


i feel a bit sad cox..wen i was in KL last week,
i din hav much time to keep my grandpa accompanyING..
My dad problem haven resolve yet..
BoyFren & my brother keep asking me to go back KL to stay there permernently..
......wa-ah.........dunno wat to do again....!!i jux need time ...

but i belive everything will be fine..i hav to keep reminding my self dat " I AM A TOUGH GAL K!" hahhaa...JiaYou o aliciaYap..!