To Alan...I'm sorry.

Erm, something happened at work juz now..feeling bad..so til now oso cannot sleep well at all..

As u all know, my english is really not good, but i'm always learning it..

I dun mind to ask everyone at work, i dun mind ppl laugh at me COX i really wan to learn. It is really shameful whenever ppl laughed at me, but i dun mind.

But, wat was happened juz now is,

I was showing Ray how to type msg and send to guest room..When i finished to type my msg, i asked Jenny to check for me for my grammer..Suddenly Alan laughed out loud,

and he straight away asked Ray to dun worry, cox my english is as bad as Ray..

!!!!!Do u all know that how hurt was i?! Yes, my english is bad i know, but can pls give me some RESPECT..? at least, in front of my trainee? I never look down at Ray, i'm trying my best to teach him everything, including "english".. cox, everyone is learning from each other..

I really scolded alan, i told him i dun mind u laughed at me everytime, but not infront of my trainee. I know he is juz said it for FUN. but i'm very hurt. I was damn angry until i never talk to everyone.

Wen i reached home, i have recvd a msg from Alan, he did apologized but he is also telling me that to dun always tease him with someone (start with J), cox he feeling the same way as me. He said, it is hurt also. Okay, i admited that, i'm always playful, i'm hurting him oso I'm sorry. But, I'm playful, but not at workwise. If u said I'm fat, i'm okay. If u said I'm ugly, I never feel hurt.

The Morale of the story is,

To Alicia..Yes, sometimes u feeling hurts when ppl teasing u, but is also becareful when u are teasing ppl, cox u might hurt them too.

To Alan..do u know y Alicia angry? cox she knows her own language is very bad...She feel shameful, so that's y she is hurt. Same goes to u, cox u really like that person, and alicia always teased u & that person, u feel shameful, so that's y u are hurt...Alicia wish to call u and talk to u, but she scared she will cry, so she never.

To Junwei, i'm sorry. To EeChen, i'm sorry. To Jerrick, i'm sorry. (u all knoe y i apologized)

Alicia is not a good person.

Oh I'm tired & I hate myself so much. Really.

Hope tomorow will be better.

I'm not a FATTY k! Juz Chubby...~haha!

Okay..my breaktime now..im still full so that's y never go makan.. Officially is I'm on diet la!
Stupid irene said y am i getting fatter, i'm insisted that I AM NOT a FATTY!
Jux my eyes swollen k! idiot~
and JunWei oso, pls look at your own face 1st before u agreed with Irene k? Blehhhhh!

Talk about my trainee Ray, okay la..not that bad as someone..
Oh i'm a bad trainer, i kicked him out to handle guest on his 1st day @ fo..wahahha..
Cannot meh? the advantage to be a senior is- "u can bully your junior always!"

Okay Start to countdown my last day at MMS,
50DAYS TO GO!
50DAYS TO LEAVE MMS,
50DAYS TO LEAVE SINGAPORE,
50DAYS TO GO HOME lo! Huhu~

JiaYou JiaYou Yap Siew Kuan!
Yakin Boleh! wahahahahah~Bai Ci...

Huhu~ i'm leaving soon!

Happy? erm...half half...hhhaha!
Sad? erm...oso half-half loo..

Suddenly miss agus & feli so much..y ar? hahah..dunno..maybe i knoe i have no chance to see them anymore ba...

I got to know that there's a tranie Mr Ray attach to me next week..haidoi..
I know his pattern already, but it's okay. I rather that he will fight with me, dun be like someone, always smile only whenever u scolding her, never say sorry ..she totally look like "watever!"! it's okay, she leave FO next week..so it's really A good news to everyone!( oh i'm very bad..HEhe)

to LamXiuJie -Ah leng ar! i will look for u before i leave k? promise...
to WuJianHao - where is my souvenir har? wait until next year x,mas izit?
to Irene - Faster come back, i got 10 days never see u le, feel like 10years leh...haha(er xin)

Love u all always,
Yap Siew Kuan

U WILL DESERVE A WORD -"KARMA"

i can't hate ppl..cox if i hate someone, i feel very suffer..
so..i always choose to run away.. run away from that person..that place..
so that i can totally delete his or her name forever from my life..

For him, if u hate me, pls dun acted that u wanna be good to me. Pls dun talk to me at all! Idiot!
I feel very disgusting...d whole world know that u dun like me, but still, u always pretend that u are fine with me. Idiot, can u pls be more gentle? @!@#$%^&*! Seriously, i never ever seen a guy like u! y dun u join mediaCorp? i think if u get to be a calefe' also u can win d best acter! IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOR my ex-superiors, i'm so sorry, last time u all teached me that to be a hotelier, i have to be a FAKE person, i have to learn to be a best actress. I'm so sorry, i can't.
So that's y, other than work , i never ever talk to him or her about personal stuff.

Be a hotelier, i really hate myself so much. Seriously. Cox i always have to betrayed myself, betrayed my heart...


U had no choice, yap siew kuan.
Jia you ba!

frens...pls..
Pls drink more water..;so u won't get sick so easily..
YOU will make your colleagues suffer if u take MC often!

Really wat the fish !#%@#^^&*!

i really hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alicia Yap Siew Kuan

p/s...it's okay, i will be fine!

0uting on 21th Feb

Never sleep after night shift...feel so tired but still insisted want to hang out with them..Jerrick, JunWei & EeChen.... ee Irene? paiseh, she worked 11-7pm shift! haha!
I got to leave them soon...so that's y i really appreciate every single minute whenever i have time to hang out with them..hhaha! So that's y i falled asleep while watching pink panther with them..hahha!
All photos was taken by JunWei today..He so proud of himself...izit nice? haha!
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SHE INSISTED wants me to post this on MY blog...The Sotong was made by Jerrick,

Obviously, is only made for her loo!!!!hahahha....Nowaday she always calling me "xiang xiang.." den i will call her "chou chou" lo..(smelly yer..)

Cacat Forever..! hahaha... erm..i like the little snow man! haha! Imagine if snow man wearing CheongSam??

i LOVE u all so much...Xie xie ni men ar!

YapSiewKuan aka cacat, aka yelaixiang, aka xiang xiang, aka alisan, aka Alicia

18th Feb 2008 ~ 18th Feb 2009

Wah~Yesterday was my 1st year anniversary @ MMS! can't imagine i can stick with this hotel for a year already! Time flies sia~!

I still remembered 1st day came to work..My sotong lovely boss FrancisTAN asked me to acted "presentable" & better don't show out my "tail" on my 1st day..haha! yes i did! (who knows i kept my "tail" for a week only also i cannot tahan already..ha!)

The 1st person that i met at FO is JessToh. Tell u wat, she was so action & yar yar when she brought me to FO office...! never talk to me at all and her face was so super tao ren yen i tell u! haha..
Then now she told me, bcox of i ya ya, so that's y she purposely ya ya to me! %^$*$8! I think she dunno what is the difference between presentable & yaryar ba! stupid jess!

I met Ms Jo on my 1st day, Mark introduced her & she asked me to call her "ah ma..."????
i was thinking..."y should i call u ah ma leh? my ah ma is in d heaven already lo..hahah" oops..!
Then i met nathaniel & he also acted "presentable" when 1st time we met each other and he said" Hi, i am nathaniel, nice to meet u!"..eiyeer..now thinking of it also i feel so er xin! haha!
And..i met sotong Irene when i was sitting behind at back office..i wondered y she kept pulling the luggages in and out non-stop..and wondered why her face look so super the stone-d & blur! and wondered y she look like a PANDA too...hahha!

When my 1st day at MMS, FrancisTan already asked me to go out & help up..U know wat he told me..? He said.."eh, go out and show off yi xia~.."
then i answered him.."I DUN WANT!"..BLEK!...hahaha....

I still remembered Abang Elfie kept offering me the food from the briefing room..i smiled and said "No, thankyou.." hahha...then he still offering non stop..
When the 3rd time he offered..i told him.."No thanks..cox today is my 1st day here...so must acted 1st...shhhh..okay?" hahahah...he laughed..Abang Elfie, do u still remember this?

1 year in MMS, i've met a lot of frens, kaki-s..and i've lost few of them too..I'm very sad.
And.. i will lose all ppl at MMS soon...=(

Home forever is Home,
JiaYouBa! Alicia ..