to my dear Frens....

to cacatChristine..

thanks for everything..u are really sweet..always be there for me>.<..
i know, u will never leave me alone..muakz..and u'r already a part of my life..hahha..sekali ppl tot im lesbian le..

to mr Yong...my childhood buddy.. & d other 2 ladies..
thanks for understanding me..i know, no matter wat i do, u all will always be there for me & support me! eventhou, u all always scolded me "stupid"! haha..if got chance, i still hope dat we can be like last time wen i was "single" life! hahaa..always "mamak" and shared things..i'm so sorry to leave far away from u all..

to Lam Xiu Jie. my HongKong fren..GL.. all the best o u..i still missed the time dat we always lame-d and motivated each other @ work.. i really missed u.& our memories..hope u are getting well soon...& we may meet up again to go to another concert! maybe? ha!

to ms LG,
dun cry anymore k! trust me, i'll never ever 4get our relationship!! ..i dun hav to tell u so much, cox we always 'beat chest"..& "u know de la"...

to BigHeadBigBird..
thanks for being my best fren wen d time u still with MMs..u really brought me a lot of fun & Joy ^.^and now, i've learned something from u .."i will try my best to hav my dream come true!.and..help me to thank ur "ears"..i love them so much..hahaha...

to Ms naggy, last name "AH" first name "MA"..
really appreciate to hav u always be there for us..u know de lah..right?hahah..
hope u will be happy always(y i say so?ha..u know de la..haha..!) jiayo & be tough k? if u feel sad, jux read d msg dat i'd sent u last time..okay? muakz!

to mS main cashier, last name "sotong' ..
thanks for the bear bear, i really like it a lot..hahhaa...i will never forget our "tears" dat day! haha..bear bear made me happy but it oso made me to feel heartpain, next time dun waste money le!okay? haha..promise, i will never cry in front of u anymore k.. cox..i dun wan to see ur tears oso!hahah...sotong irene..

to jerrick,
i dun mind to always clear shit for you, as long as u've learned something..we all learned from mistake, so dun worry k..thanks for the lame jokes..but u still need time to improve ur skill, cox sometimes ur joke is really not funny lo!! ur pattern, ur attidude, ur "zi lian", ur hardwork, and ur sotong mistake, all looks like nathaniel, so i belived as long as u got a patient to learn, u will oso manage to handle ur job well and ppl will not look down at u again in future...haha!
If i got to leave from u all one day, please forgive me & dun be sad k..u all will always be in my mind, my heart & a part of my life too..hahhaaa... sweet o not?..hhahaa...

P/S..Ms KYLIE, dun "tou kan"me again k!!"'of cox i love u oso, cox u always entertain my lame jokes..hahha! and sorry for those name not listed k, cox i still got part 2 and part 3. 4, 5 etc..haha! dun scold me k!!!!

BlurqueenAlicia Yap Siew Kuan

I am a BlurQueen...But I am SO Lucky^@^

1. alicia, where did u put the AM's key..?Luckily, left it on kylie's table


2. alicia, y u didn't read the billing instruction probably..? Luckily, guest willing to pay for the shortcharged.


3. OMG..where did i put my bus ticket..(end up have to buy a new ticket..) Luckily, they still have vacant seat for me to buy on that "last minute" incident.


4. suddenly kena scolded by taxi driver, i still smile with him, coz i tot dat he was joking with me..blur~ Luckily, he never punch me!


5. always try hard to find my EZ link card, cox my beg is too big, dunno which "hole" i kept the card.. Luckily, i have the patience to find it everytime,but i can feel all my frens almost cannot "tahan" already...


6. Staff ID, half year after then only i realized that i dun have my staff ID. Cox i tot that every staff dun hav staff ID at mms oso.. Luckily, HR & security never scold me!


7. Always wear Contact lens wrong side..dunno how to differenciate left & right.. Luckily, not much difference in power


8. like to bang the wall coz my eyes is too big overlooked..Luckily, the wall never drop..


9. always like to bang my head..i also dunno y.. Now become "Luo Han" as per Thomas & Khalid.. Luckily i still got my fringe(helmet) to cover ^_^ haha..


10. wen walking along an even street i can still fall down..Luckily everytime never break my leg..(touch wood)


11. Many blur cases happened with the toilet bowl, dropped the diamond ring in the toilet bowl, dropped cashier's key in the toilet bowl, dropped the magazine in the toilet bowl...etc..x10000..


12. In swissotel..Lost 2 safe key & one handphone, coST me SGD$1---++! Luckily..i still got money to pay to gain the experience dat time..money can be earned back..


13. always writting wrong words. "Friendship forever- Friedship forever", "everything-everthing", (can be read in my blog)...Luckily my elder sis more worse den me, she wish to order the french fries, but she keep on telling the server she wan to order "Fun Fair"!!!hahahhahahaha.....siao si ren le!!!

hahhaaa...yes i'm blur enough, not only 12 cases, got many thousand blur cases happened to me. But Luckily, God has given me a "brave" & "tough" front to face all this blur things! hahahha...

P/S...and luckily, i HAVE my english teacher who always has to sit beside me in order to correct my england for me. *Alan..helen.. Rolls eyes & spit blood AGAIN*...

1stAug - 8thAug ""was not my WeeK"

!!!wat's goin on!!!

****Anyway..wat past has already passed..*****i am tired with everything..hope i will getting well soon~^_^

**Amended on 18/08
BlurqueenAM
08/08/08



Dear Papa..

Hope u can be happy like 10years before..like this pic...-_-
NOmatter wat was happened, wat's happening now & wat will happen in futere..i still love u..

i always hope that we can live together ..cox i always hope that i can taking care of u..

GamBateh my dear papa..love u always^_^

....we Belong to the Sea..

But i really scared..cox i'm not really know how to swim..Ha!
StuPid Alicia..

Love can be everything^-^

Sometimes...i dun like to be AM...

I dun like to be AM...cox i think i'm not qualified...So dat's y sometimes i dun like to take over AM task..

sometimes i can feel dat ppl dun like me but still i still pretend dat i dun care..
sometimes i feel dat some ppl may think dat i'm not qualified to be a AM..cox for them i only know how to joked, playful, not serious...& too ah lian for them..

yar i admitted that i like to play around, but i jux trying to make fun for everyone, so dat ppl will feel happy to work with me..but i know, some ppl not...they won feel happy to work with me...

i really miss Nathaniel..cox i know dat he never look down @ me.. I'm not really happy in dis few week...cox no one can play joke & lame with me..my kaki, all almost left .. XiuQi, Herman, Nat, atuK...Haizz....dunno wat to do...
I feel sad..cox i scared dat they will forget me..like my ex-hotel's frenss...
I really afraid..

GooD LuCk to all My dear Gemini's Frenss..
Blurqueen alicia

TO gEMIni's Baby..be Happy alwaYs...

Ye Lai Xiang will Always be tHere For u ALL....

**HaPpy will Go Lucky**

i'M happy with everything now..

Happy..can be always happened to me.. I oso dunno y..
maybe is bcox of i'm really a sotong or blurqueen..
but i believe..if u know how to appreciate..u will be happy.

BlurQueen alicia,
i'm blur, but i'm happy..

My grandpa ..i believe that he missed me so much...

We're so happy wen Everytime we met..

A birthday wishes & love from my grandpa ah gong..i missed him so much....but i believe, he will waiting for me to go back home to keep him accompany..i've promised him, i'll bring him to go back china soon..so i believe, he will waiting for me de..^_^

i always asked ah gong "ah gong ah gong, do u miss me..?"

den he were always said "even i missed u also nothing can do, cox ..u'r far away from me.."

i missed the way he touched my head like a little gal..& i missed to makan Bak Kut Teh with him evertime@ 630am..quite challenging for me..haha...

**mY dear AhGong, gambateh k! i will be back with u soon..** urdear "yi xiu jie"..

I'm Wondering Y..?

I aM woNdEring y...

I aM wondering y some ppl like to make otHeRs pity them..
are they trying to get attention from everyone or..?
i know thaT eVeryone has their own difficulties..But,
for me.. i dun have to tell anyone how pityful i was last time..cos,
they couldn't help me to do anything, only i could help myself..and it passed!
I'm sure that ppl will feel frustrated with those "poor things..".. & FOR those "ppl",
I really feel frustrated & bored with all the "poor things" ..Pls dun always blame GOD k!
look at urself 1st b4 u blame anyone..

I am wondering y some ppl are always expecting others to respect them but they never seem to do it themselves..For those "ppl", pls respect others 1st b4 u expect ppl to respect u k?

I always wonder y ppl only look @ the good things about u, but never seem to think of how hard we've tried in order to ATTAIN those "good things".. Those ppl always like to tease us, bcos they Jealous of us ..or?

And..
I always wonder y some ppl dun appreciate / are not content with wat they have now...they'r not disabled nor do they require any special attention..But den y they still complaining...?

***Guys! Pls look @ the disabled people!! and...U ARE NOT THAT POOR THING lo..k??******really s!

alicia YAP

i'M blur..But i'm not stupid!